I found this comment someone posted online today. It made me cry. No woman should ever have to feel this way about her body, or anything else.

“I know how you feel, my husband looks and hides porn all the time. I told him how much it hurts me and he still does it. I wish he knew how devastating this is to me. I have had 3 children and bear the scars that go along with it. I starve myself and work my butt off to stay under 120lbs just for him and he still is more interested in porn. I feel worthless as a human being. I breast fed all my beautiful children and my breasts went from a small A to a very large double D. He never even paid any attention to me when I had large breasts. Then when they went back down to A’s I had large stretch marks and they sagged. I am so ashamed of myself and my body. I have to hide myself in front of him because I cannot compete with the beautiful blondes with large breasts. I don’t think I am ugly, but I definatley don’t feel pretty anymore. This has devastated me. I told him how much it hurts and he promised me he would never do it again. Yet he did. I feel like such a worthless broken person. I can not even bare to look at myself in the mirror any more. I worked so hard to loose all this weight and to be pretty for him and he turns to other women. I don’t think men will ever change. I can’t get out of our marriage becuase of financial reasons. I am stuck with this pervert. He wants me back, but I just can’t compete with beautiful blonde busted women anymore. If you’re not happy I would leave. Do you really want your children growing up to be the same as he is? What if they find the porn? Then they will know, if they are boys, that porn is what to be expected of women. They will judge women on thier looks only. If they are women they will try to fit into the role of the porn star to please a man because that is what daddy wants so that is what all men want. I just wish my husband knew how much this really hurt me, I don’t feel worthy of even being human anymore. I have nothing to give, I thought my personality and my love was enough. I was wrong. I can’t even look at myself in the mirror, I can’t stand what I see. I did the best by being a great mother and breastfeeding my children and this is what I get in return. I can’t leave him now, I have no way out. I can’t take this pain and lies anymore, I will find a way. I suggest you do the same.”